I want to get it because it’s an interesting word and probably not pronounced at ALL like how I think it should be pronounced
Title: A Matter of Remorse 2/2
Rating: NC-17 (M on fanfiction.net)
Genre: Porn With (Dubious) Plot
Warnings: Happy Portalversary you lot! Have some ChellxGLaDOSxWheatley, Autoerotic asphyxiation and um, I guess if you’re not interested in core!Wheatley and chassis!GLaDOS (no humanized or android versions here.) then this won’t be your thing.
Pairings: Threesome (See above.)
Summary: Wheatley is rescued from space, only to find out that Chell had been asked to meet some rather unusual conditions for the nature of his rescue…
Disclaimer: Portal is Valve’s
Part 1 is here
fuchsiamae asked: Hey, could you look over this first bit of Severance for me? I think I've finally got the intro presentable enough for another set of eyes, and I trust your judgment with making words and such.
Sure I can do that! Want to send it here or on skype or something?
Anonymous asked: What characters do you identify with?
Oof. For some reason I tend to pick characters who embody traits I do not like in myself when I answer these questions.
Voldemort, Rimmer (Red Dwarf if you’re unaware) and Zaphod Beeblebrox are probably my top choices.
Evil!Wheatley and Onceler in Greedler mode if you want something a little more recently accessible.
Now I do hope that I try to beat these traits out of me because while it’s an accurate cross-section of my personality it’s not something I’m proud of.
I’m one of those elusive hand talkers so I’m fairly sure it’s going to be funny.
Anonymous asked: You want questions? Do you consider yourself a good person?
Oh VERY nice. Um. It depends on your standard of ‘good’ I think, which is the copout answer if I left it there.
In terms of existential awareness, I can’t call myself good OR bad. I really legitimately want to take over the universe, never mind the world+ and I have some pretty severe depression issues and I have revenge fantasies and I haven’t been 100% scrupulous…which probably don’t work in my favour but on the other hand, who HASN’T say, lied once or twice and even gotten away with it and what kid didn’t get caught doing something they shouldn’t have done. I don’t think the time I got caught taking $20 from my mum at 12 years old makes me worthy of an eternity in hell. I regretted it more for getting grounded and yelled at but I guess: did I ever do it again? No.
I could sit here picking apart every thing I do and assigning points to the good and bad bits until the cows come home: Acute megalomania = bad. Narcissism = bad. Gives money to charity = good. Tries to tell the truth where possible = good. Once lied about being sick to stay home from school = bad.
Once you get into things like the last bit, that theory of trying to assign bits and pieces to certain aspects of your life to define yourself as a good person or a bad person falls apart.
I guess…Characters like Wheatley and Voldemort the Onceler are ones I personally identify with (probably the ones I think you’d all know) having moments of “I wish you were real and not a composite of tv trope tropes because I’d like to sit down and talk to you a bit since It would give me cause to understand myself a lot more than I do.”
If you’re surprised to see Voldemort on that list - a character who really does do things I personally consider ‘bad’ if not downright evil, they’re just all characters who I have a lot in common with in terms of personal experiences the experience of having a family who doesn’t really support you or thinks nothing of you until you are doing something worth noting. (Hi mum and dad. Now that I’m a doctor you’re taking interest in me? I’m sorry where were you when I had cancer?) - I think those are things that dictate how one experiences the world and probably would drive a person who desires self-worth to do things that are inherently bad.
So if you want to know if I’m a good person or not, I think I’m going to say no, I’m not. But I’m also a person who would be happy to work towards good.